Dear Bloodbought,
This is just the beginning of a wonderful journey. The things you will SEE now that you have the tools to understand will really amaze you. Give it time and don't expect instant answers to alot of things that will pop into your mind. The answers WILL come as you study with others of like mind.
As you can tell from studying with Pastor Cole, there are very few ONE VERSE answers. We compare scripture WITH scripture and let the Bible be its OWN commentary. There are many good teachers out there and we recommend gleaning from them as much as you can, as they can help you understand the tuff passages and questions that will arise.
Books that I recommend you purchase for yourself and study at this juncture are these:
Things That Differ by CR STAM
www.bereanbiblesociety.orgSatan and His Plan of Evil by Keith Blades
www.enjoythebible.comThe Plot by Bob Enyart *we sell this book at a discount thru a personal relationship with the author.
You will be amazed at the wealth of information in these wonderful studies and how many of your questions will be answered from the diligent studies that these GRACE teachers have provided. They are in my own personal library and I highly recommend them.